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Thursday, March 31, 2005

In sch now having free period coz ENT teacher didn't come...so here I am blogging..hehe..well, I've got a good news!! Im so happy!!..I can go online at last!!..Gosh i've been waiting so long for this day...hehe..so happy!!..yippie!! well..it's been a great week for me..nothing much happened..so nothing interesting to blog about..hehezz...but...haiz.. hmm...i've got a question. How should i avoid a person without hurting that person? Well..i wanna avoid him but im afraid that i'll hurt him..haiz..what should i do?..i dun wanna mislead anyone..i dun wanna give people the wrong signal..oh gosh..what should i do?.. oh yea...he's attached!! hmm...got this information on friendster.. but why am i feeling one kind?.. why am i feeling this way when i admit that we're over?...well..maybe i should just accept the fact..i should be happy for him.. I really hope that he treat her well..and that he has learnt his lesson..he's not young anymore..just hope that he'll understand her and all..yea *smiLez*

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Friday, March 25, 2005

Hey...it's been a long time since i last blogged..haiz...so fed up of everything ard me... Somtimes i wish could juz dissappear from the surface of this earth...how great would that be..but that could never happen...everything just seems so wrong ard me..i dunno y...hate my mum nagging..my bro can enjoy everything but not me...it's just so unfair...totally!!!.. ARgh!!... I just wish my com will be working again...but then again..there's my sister in my room!!..haiz...so irritaing having so many siblings....just hate it!!!... I'm startin to get fed up of my life..i really dunno y...i just hate going home..sometimes i feel that going to work is so much better then staying at home hearing my mum nag n nag...haiz...y does some ppl get to enjoy the comfort n why must i be the one suffering?.. why must i always be the one?...life is just so unfair!!!...haiz....sianz...now using my bro's com to blog...dun even know when will be the next time i'll be blogging again...haiz...... Somebody heLp!~

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Friday, March 11, 2005

Hi! I'm back again after a week or so. Well...so many things had happened. My headache's getting worst. It feels like my whole head is exploding. Terrible! Haiz...my internet connection is still down. Can't wait for it to be fixed again. Been working so much lately and going for NDP practice. Haiz.. Gonna be busy for the next few months with sch, work and NDP rehersals.. sigh!!.. Poor me!!... So sadz..... Everything's fine besides that. But sometimes i still feels like something is wrong. Haiz.. Just hope my headache will get better, and everything will be fine!!!... hehez....

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

I just HATE everything in life...every single thing...hate everything...i know it's such a bad term to use but i just can't help it...Everything around me seems so wrong..it's like whatever i do is WRONG!! I'm tired of all these nonsense!!.. Can't tolerate people who keeps saying that... Why must you always nag and nag? Don't you understand how i feel? I really dread coming home nowadays..it's worst then staying in a jail..ok mayb not as bad but i feel that i dun have privacy. I prefer going to work then staying at home hearing your nagging.. Why can't u talk nicely?..Don't u understand that we NEED internet connection and not WANT?..Don't u know the difference? I'm getting tired of this kinda life. I really can take it no longer. I don't see a need talking to you anymore. Whenever i come home tired..be it frm work or sch u'll always find fault with me? What the hell is wrong?.. I just feel that you doesn't seem to show any care towards me..I feel so lost. Oh no....what should i do? Im realy pissed off.. I'm feeling so terrible. ARGH!!!!!! enough of everything!!... Had enough!!.. I don't wanna get involve in this anymore!.. I just wanna mind my own business. okok!! I think I've said enough..shall not go on anymore. Haizzzzz shall stop hear.. Oh Heavenly Father... please guide me in what I should do.. I just feel so lost...I really need your guidence...-_-

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