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Thursday, February 24, 2005

Feeling super BORED!!! so tempted to log in friendster... It's been a long long time since i last logged in.. haiz... can't wait for my internet connection to be back!! In two weeks..counting down!! missed everyone online!!... I'll be back!!... hehehez....

- Feed her Sugar....# ;

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

To U : And there it was. You're gone... 20 Feb... your last day...and on that day 20 Sep was my 1st day of wrk.. which means to say that i have known u for exactely 5 months. Haiz...Memories kep floating back on my 1st day..when u trained me...showed me around the place..and after that..all that had happened.. Can't believe that u left without saying a word to me. Not even a goodbye. Don't u know i feel sad. Nah, i dun think u do. I wanted so much to send u an sms wishing u all da best. But i juz couldn't being myself to send it. Mayb because im afraid that you'll get the wrong idea..Anywayz, i don't think we'll stay in contact anymore. Although i really want us to...but i don't think its possible...sadz......

- Feed her Sugar....# ;

Friday, February 18, 2005

In sch blogging..haiz..so sianz..my house internet connection is still not set up. Feel so wrong without internet access at home..and later have this stupid talk on dunno what nonsense. Till 4+.. then have to rush for work.. 3x haiz... Anywayz i really appreciate for the box of sweets that you gave me. I know that u really took your effort to get it for me. Thanks aLot...for all that u have done for me. Was suprised that u still continued to call and msg me.. even after i told u that. I tot that we couldn't even be friends. but i was wrong..and im glad it's this way.. Cause i really can't imagine without having u as my friend..really... I really dunno what to do or say now. Everything's just not right. Don't know why im so afraid. Afraid how how things mite turn out. Anywayz, no one can predict the future. I know that u dun blame me. But seriously i feel bad... Haizz........

- Feed her Sugar....# ;

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Yippie im back at last!!.. so irritating

no internet connection at home...haiz...

juz shifted house..

anywayz, so many things happened over the weeks..

CNY, V'day and all...hahaz

but i muz say i reli had quite a great time during the 1st day of CNY.

went to my aunt's place and gambled.

lost ten bucks..sadz..hehe

V'day was a lonley day for me this day.

didnt even feel like going out...not sure y too...

but hehez...i received a little piglet frm RW..

soo sweet..haiz...but i kinda feel bad...

dunno...seems like everything is going crazy around me.

He's quitting soon end of march..

juz when we are ok with each other..he's quitting..

*sigh*

To the someone:

I feel very bad for treating u this way.

nothing can describe how bad i feel.

You have made a difference in my life.

Without you, i wouln't work hard..

I wouln't receive complements frm shasha.

Nothing of that will ever happen.

I juz dunno why..it never came.

Guess u have to ask my heart why.

I really appreciate all the things you have done for me.

But...

Can't we even at least be friends

Is it too difficult to ask for?

Now, we're nothing.

Not friends not anything.

More like strangers i guess.

I'll take it all as a dream

treat it as i never have known u.

it's difficult but i'll try.

Rumours will start spreading, i know.

I deserve it.

You treated me soo good yet i treat you this way.

I'll get what i deserve someday.

Im sorry...

- Feed her Sugar....# ;